Day 150 - Countdown to Surgery

First, I have to say how wonderful it is to be past chemo!  It was so invigorating to go to the infusion center on Friday for only 90 minutes (to get the non-chemo Herceptin infusion) instead of 4 hours.  Then to wake up Saturday morning and not have to get the bone-crushing Neulasta shot.  And today (Sunday) to wake up feeling so good!!  Yahoo!! 

 

Next up is surgery on Thursday.  I have a big favor to ask.  Wear something pink on Thursday, January 16th and keep us in your prayers.  Then, whenever we see pink on Thursday, we will remember that you all have our back and are praying for us.  We have to be at the hospital at 5:15am and surgery actually starts around 7:15 or so.  Big thanks to Nora, John, and Troy, for sitting with Steph and Tom.  I am so grateful that the kids have such great support too!

I am content with the decision to have a double mastectomy even though the cancer is only on the left side (right now).  I don't want to have to go through this again in a couple of years and as I complete treatment, I think it will give us the greatest chance for success.  Besides, I'm going to take up running and don't want to run lopsided.  ;-)

 

Will only be in the hospital a day or two.  Then two weeks of recovery at home, a week of teleworking part-time from home (or Leslie's house if I'm up for the drive), and then another week of teleworking full-time before returning to the office in mid February.

 

Big thanks to Paula Peterson and my work friends for volunteering to bring in meals and to Naomi Polen for coordinating 'check-on-Kathy' visits the week after surgery.  It is so humbling to be blessed with so many kind and caring friends and neighbors.  Please keep up the continuing prayers and good thoughts.  I feel the power and strength of your prayers and good thoughts every day as we work through this detour.

 

I am a little worried about being arrested after surgery.  Right now, when I walk into a public women's restroom with my bald head, I often get a second look from older ladies and small children... even when I'm carrying my purse!  An older lady was frightened by me yesterday and informed me I was in the wrong restroom.  I lifted my hat and said, "It is ok. It is chemo, not a sex change".

 

Well, after surgery, I won't have 'the other' visible clue that I'm female.  My neighbor Silvia was listening to me bemoan my dilemma yesterday during the Seahawk's game (GO HAWKS!!) and brought by a beautiful pink hat with a ribbon on it today.  Thanks, Silvia!!  Sargent Donna won't be able to arrest me now.  ;-)

  

About a month after surgery I will start radiation treatments.  Right now, the surgeon is saying 7 weeks of daily radiation (Monday-Friday).  That could change with the pathology report from the surgery.  Radiation scares me more than surgery.  I know it is a somewhat baseless fear, but I'm still wondering what happens if I sneeze during the procedure?!?!?

 

Even while going through this, I am reminded daily of how blessed we have been. From having good insurance, to great doctors, to great friends, and children that are old enough understand and who can drive and be independent... my detour seems so much easier than many of those I have met in recent months.  I pray for them and for their families, just as I know they are praying for my family.  I cherish every day as an opportunity to be here to tell my kids that I love them and to share the simple moments of life.  There is no greater joy than family.  It is no wonder that Heavenly Father established the family as the center of society.  As David O. McKay (an LDS Prophet) once said, "No other success can compensate for failure in the home".
 

So thankful for the maturity Steph and Tom have had during all this. No parent could be more proud than I am of them.  To the right is a great picture taken in May of Tom and I at the 2013 State Baseball Championships.  Big thanks to Coach Logue and his wife, Natalie, for sending it to me!!